8️⃣…เหมือนอย่างที่ผู้ชายคนนั้นมาพูดปลอบฉันที่ร้าน Jack in the Box แม้ว่าเค้าจะไม่พูดเลยก็ได้!!! มันจะโอเคและตั้งแต่ที่ฉันออกเดินทางอีกครั้งและชั้นยังจำความรู้สึกที่เคยได้รับการยอมรับจากครอบครัว มันคือรากฐานในการบำบัดจิตใจของฉัน !!! คุณค่าของครอบครัวในการเอาใจใส่ดูแลสมาชิกอีกคนในครอบครัวและทำให้พวกเขาเป็นคนสำคัญ …ฉันรู้สึกได้รับพรจากพระเจ้า !!!
I'm that meditation bitch now 🧘🏼♀️... my husband hates it … he thinks I've gone bonkers. My masseuse is always doing it and he looks so peaceful ... I'm like wow ... that looks interesting. Falling deep into yourself ... I say all this because I try to make effort to take care of myself. Normally I forget to eat …
I wait way too long and I'm too sensitive so if anything goes wrong at the house it's like the world has ended. So l got in my car yesterday and I cried ... I cried so damn hard but geez, my car is my spaceship 🚀 ... it's where I have my best interests, thoughts, creative urges, ideas, it's spiritual … totally spiritual and we're all in this together on the road. 🚙
So I don't feel alone unless those big 18 wheelers come by and hog the road and I want to shit on myself … but it's me time … my own inner thoughts. Well I forgot to eat yesterday ... I saw Jack in The Box ... I've never ate there a day in my fucking life ... I was like HOLY SHIT and when I saw that big sign of pictures of the food. Normally hate looking at food but it's TIMING ⏱️ !!!
Holy hog heavens I got a cookies and cream milk shake with a double cheeseburger. Well …………… I had been crying in the car ... but nobody could tell, only me ... my face still looked normal … I was fine, but then there he was … this big man at the fucking window🪟… he gave me PITY !!! IT’S GONNA BE OK !!! ……………
WTF DID HE JUST SAY ??? He doesn't KNOW ME and I sure as hell didn't know his ass ... so why did he say that ??? It's all gonna be ok !!! I was offended. Fuck you stupid man at Jack in The Box. You don’t know me … you’re not my blood so go fuck yourself !!!
📷: Dancing For The Bear, Paris, 1961.
Tb to MAUI !!! Here’s some dancing and good times I had there 🏝 !!!
Pssss I waited nearly 15 years to have a drink to realize I absolutely hate it 🤢 … I tried to do the grown up thing, a glass of wine in the tub 🍷 🛀 … nope, I feel bloated and sad … but food does taste pretty good !!!!
I have a beautiful gift for you all … yes, that’s it !!! Traveling and seeing the world in exotic places is definitely a way to find peace in your mental health in all ways … your mind, body and spirit !!! Unfortunately, I have a home in Los Angeles but I have never felt accepted by my family …
I genuinely and honestly will never be the same there and I have come to terms with that … just like the man at Jack in the Box who speaks even when he’s not spoken to !!! It’s going to be okay and since I am traveling again and remembering what it used to be like feeling accepted by family, it’s been a root in my healing !!!
The family values in caring for another person and making them matter … I am so blessed !!! And at the turn of a table anything can happen when you feel accepted !!! The secret upper world thing makes you feel crazy y’all !!! Let’s party and as more sarcastically call out FUN !!! I plan on watching the movie Bridget Jones’ Diary and stare at the ocean and have a serious conversation for 3 hours …
and Jamie Lynn, you need to feel self-worth being my sister !!! Just look UP sweetheart !!! As we all look down on our high tech phones today to find purpose and connect with this thing called Earth … never forget where you came from and know shitting in a field with Mother Nature is actually one of the best connections there is !!!
Cause you finally expose your ASS to the world !!! Have the BIRDS HEARD ??? Hopefully they can get KIND messages today … I’m going to move to Mars … don’t underestimate the power of the red fucking ball !!!