Worry and Wonder
I have a feeling that you will be in my prayers
A wish for me to be apart from you
My sanity and kindness is
not a choice but a decision
You were there making your way to me
Here I am with the same terror
A black hole that swallows me whole
I was watching this blue moon
A scenery in my glassy room
Walking in my head and
dropping off a bottle of stress
A few minutes later I found myself
on the floor with my own little arms
The scratching arm was full of blood
A blood that screams out at me
The blood that is flowing out of your anxiety
I have a headache and I’m tired of
hearing about the pain
The circulating thoughts are
running through my brain
Flowing like a wave against the wall
As if they were there to ask for help
A help that seeks recognition to be seen
Ps. Sometimes I wonder when can I find peace inside my blurry memories. Anxiety seems like a running ghost that crawl under my shadow. Worrying about what my life would look like if we can be apart from chaos. However, those thought have won me over many times to the point where they just want me to recognize this scattering piece and embrace them all. I can only keep trying and loving myself as I am.
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