Anyhow.... see this as my attemp to hold on to you, a way to communicate with you (even if it is a one way communication😅) just to summarize my moods and state of mind.
This way I can clear up my head and stay calm for "tomorrow" and the next days. Somedays I'm down somedays I'm okay but not a day gone by that I don't think of you ... miss you... pray for you...
or even daydreaming about you ...