30 เม.ย. 2024 เวลา 19:10

What's the purpose of this journal?

Good question... I asked myself ...😅
I've been writing this journal for a couple of weeks now just in order to heal my broken soul. However .... all I write is about you ... and me ... my feelings towards you and the whole situation, how I've been devoting and dedicating myself to you ...
But you don't even get to read all this cuz noway ....
Anyhow.... see this as my attemp to hold on to you, a way to communicate with you (even if it is a one way communication😅) just to summarize my moods and state of mind.
This way I can clear up my head and stay calm for "tomorrow" and the next days. Somedays I'm down somedays I'm okay but not a day gone by that I don't think of you ... miss you... pray for you...
or even daydreaming about you ...
My hats off for you, my love, how you can keep yourself so cool and calm...
Life is short and it keeps going on ...
I hope you realise...
Please be kind to me ... Don't kill me indirectly this way ...
Whoever is up there ... please pass my message to him, tell him I miss him everyday and that I wish him well. Please protect him from any kind of harm, guide him to where he wants to be and let him be happy ... make him smile and laugh throughout his days ...🙏🙏🙏
Good night, my love ... wherever you are❤️☀️🌄
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