the sky is getting brighter with violet and blue colors:) little birds is starting to sing a song and i think i can hear that when i go smoking at balcony.
it’s been a few days that i can looking out of my window. and see the sunrise in my eyes.
and me… a girl with fading heart
still lay down writing this on the bed with no any energy.
still try to figure out about everything in my life.
“ i am really happy?”
“ why can’t i sleep well these days?”
i always telling myself, im okay
but instead of that. i just want someone who can hear me out. and listen me well about my thinking
anyway, i have to go hospital today., cuz of my bad condition. so after writing this. i’ll take a nap just a little bit. i wish i can sleep well and wake up refreshing.
it’s been a long time that i went to hospital cuz of my shit conditions. i’ll update again.
now my brain is out which is i can’t write down or thinking more.