G : “There’s one you may not know of. There’s one you may not remember. It was in the moments after your birth. You were premature. You weighed just over four pounds. It was not expected that you would live.”
G : “Giving to others. You wanted to experience giving to others. You wanted to experience loving. You did your best, by dying, but in the end you felt it was not enough. You wanted to experience more.”
G : “You completely served your mother’s agenda, and your father’s. In that moment, you gave the only thing you had to give, life itself, to completely serve your parents’ agendas.”
“I can tell you about your own agenda, however, at any time. Your agenda in this lifetime is to experience how to love. Selflessly. Completely. You did that in the first moment of your life. You gave your life for another. But, as I said, your experience of giving did not feel complete to you. You wanted to give more. You wanted to keep on giving. So you jumped realities.”
G : “Remember when we talked earlier about the possibility of alternate realities❓ When you ‘die’ and then ‘go back,’ what you do in actuality is simply move your conscious awareness to an alternate reality. In that reality you experience the moment of your ‘death’ over again, but this time you don’t die, you live.
In some cases what that looks like is a ‘near miss.’ In other cases it might be a surprising recovery, or sudden remission. It is like being inserted in the Time Line in the moments or weeks before you ‘die,’ and then throwing a switch that diverts the train, sending it off onto another track.
“This is what you did the other times, too. The times you know about, the times you recall. In each of those moments—you remember them❓—you thought you were a goner.”
Yes, you were what you call ‘dead’ all of those other times. You went through all the stages. By that point in your life you’d heard about ‘hell,’ so you went ahead and created your own ‘hell’ and went through that experience. Then you came to a place of remembering.
You remember that ‘hell’ does not exist. Then you created something else, something much more pleasant, but you were not satisfied. Then you met me, in the moment of Total Immersion. Then you had your Life Review. And then I made the Holy Inquiry and you decided to go back.
‘I had been on a work assignment and was reluctantly separated from my husband for six weeks prior to Christmas. I had a week in the middle of this assignment to drive the five hours from Grand Junction to Loveland, CO, and be home for Christmas. On December 22, at 11 p.m., I began my trip, hoping to avoid upcoming bad weather the following day. It was a starry night up until I got through the Eisenhower Tunnel at Loveland Pass.
‘I exited the tunnel and found myself in a blizzard of snow and later a real whiteout. It was pretty hairy driving, and I asked God to keep me safe. When I hit Denver, the driving got better. Heading north on I-25 the road became quite dry with just some snow flurries. I was traveling about 50mph on a straight stretch of road when suddenly I hit an ice patch and my car spun out sideways. It was 4 o’clock in the morning.
‘I hit the left guard rail straight on and felt sudden intense pain in the lower portion of my face. I didn’t know how badly I was hurt and got pretty panicked when in the distance, I could see the headlights of an oncoming truck.
My car engine had cut out and I was stopped in the middle of the interstate. I knew I would be hit before the driver could see me and stop on that icy road. I was not thinking clearly enough to get out of the car and all I could think to do was to try to turn on my flashers. I was groping about but could not find the button to turn them on.
‘Then, a miracle happened. My car started to slide backward for no reason. It slid onto the right shoulder and touched the right side guard rail—where it stopped just as the truck whizzed by.
‘The rest of the story is not relevant here. Very briefly told, I was able to start the car and drive another 15 miles to my home. I saw my dentist later that day and he found no fractures, and my loosened teeth will probably tighten up in a couple more months. There was no great damage to me and I consider myself truly blessed to have had this experience.
N : So ‘near misses’ are really ‘reruns’ with a new outcome. What an idea. A second chance. A chance to finish up, to come to completion, to do what we came here to do.
G : “You said you had a lot you wanted to do, a lot you still wanted to experience. You said you wanted to experience. You said you wanted to do better by your children. You said you wanted to experience loving the women who loved you, instead of mistreating them.
G : “You said you realized that once the world remembers who and what God is, and how life really functions, it would be nothing for people to remember how to love, and that everybody would love everybody, without condition.
“After you remembered what was on ‘the other side,’ after you spent some time in the Afterlife, after you realized that ‘hell’ was a figment of your imagination (and that everything was), and, mostly, after you met Me, you said you wanted to help the world understand some things. But first, you said, you needed to understand some things—experientially.”
G : “You became homeless at forty-nine, in the middle of your life. You created more life partners—and left them, just as you did the earlier ones. Through these devises you learned more about betrayal, about your own ability to betray others, about how it feels when others betray you. You learned a little about love. You learned a lot about abandonment. Abandonment by Life itself. You were out there, on the streets, living outside, a tent for a home, for almost a year.
“You learned what it was like being broke. So broke that a dollar looked like a lot of money to you, and two dollars was a fortune. One day you gave away money you didn’t think you could afford to give away.
Your heart went out to somebody and you just gave them the little change you had. On that day you learned about generosity. You also learned that there was ‘more where that came from’—and this was a big remembering. You discovered again the universe’s endless supply. Very soon you were rich. Rich beyond your wildest dreams.
“And you began changing the world’s mind about God. And about life. And about each other. Now you have a better relationship with your children. Now you’re even learning—the beginnings of a new way to love. Now you write books, and sell millions of them. Now you travel the world, talking to thousands of people. Now you’re on radio and television, and even in the movies.
“And, of course, you’ve learned nothing. The term ‘learned’ is just a figure of speech. I use it because you use it. I talk like you do. I use the vernacular that you use. We both know that you have ‘learned’ nothing. You have merely remembered.
You remembered about abandonment, you remembered about generosity, you’re trying hard to remember about love. You have brought back to your conscious mind as much as you can remember about that which you have always known regarding God, regarding Life, and regarding others.
“Listen to me. I am you, simply causing you to remember me. Your conversations with God have created a space, opened a door, allowing you to remember what you have always known.